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Thank you so much for the phone call. That five minutes meant the world to me, I mean it. I hate to say it, but I missed you so fucking much, and it hurts so fucking badly to have you away from me. Even working six days a week from 9 to 9 and playing videogames or reading Harry Potter in the offtime can't remedy it. I hate to say I need anyone, but I feel so different without you, even with my friends around. But even thinking about you saying "I love you" makes me feel so much warmer, better. I wish your friends weren't around when you called, I guess, but. I wish a few things more than that particular wish, so hey.

I hope you'll get a chance to email again. I love you, Midori.