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Someone said today that I talk about you a lot. I realized, finally, that I haven't been able to stop talking about you since you left... It eases my mind I guess.

I love you so fucking much. I'd be lying if I said the longing & lacking didn't get to me sometimes. But I'll wait patiently, even if I didn't know if you'd ever come back. I'd wait for as long as it takes.

Rehearsals are still going well. Absorbing my life as usual. Harry Potter 7 was leaked today... I'm tempted to read it just so it won't be spoiled for me, but at the same time, I want to read it properly too.