"march 07, 2007

GOD, I LOVE YOU.
I love your voice, and your laugh, even your yawns and your coughs...
I love it when I can hear the smile in your voice, and when I can hear you thinking as you speak Japanese.
I love it when you tell me you love me a little quietly. When you call me "darling". When I can('t) hear that pause where we just don't want to hang up. It's so loud that I feel it.
Everytime.
All the little shadows and clots of whatever's going on vanish. I remember what it's like to feel so free. And I think we could talk for hours not even saying one word.

...Now the only thing I need is to actually have you across from me, to match the moving lips and eyes and cheeks and hands and body back to the heart and voice I've come to know so well.

I swear, you're the only thing I need in this world."


i hope you still feel this way. I sure do. I hope you can relax soon. I miss being silly with you, and it hurts me to see you stressed. i'm glad it's spring break so i can use the time to be here for you and maybe help shed some of your tears for you.

i love you more than i can tell you.