Thursday, April 24, 2008

I owe it to you to explain what was going on in my head.

I know what you were trying to do with your comment, and I know it wasn't meant to be personal. It just made me question myself and my conduct and that can be confusing. Factor tests, the ISP, the shows I have to do in two hours, APs, and countless other things, and you have an overly-emotional Nick. I really really want you to know that I wasn't trying to huff off at you. I just felt myself getting emotional and I didn't want to break out the silly emotions when you were out with your friends trying to have a good time.

Just know that I love you and it isn't you that made me upset; it was just realizing I did something silly combined with the rest of the stress I've had during this crazy week. I'm really super glad you told me that I was doing something you didn't like, and I hope you'll always tell me if there's anything I'm doing that you'd want me to change.

On a separate note, Adam interpreted your post as being personal too, and he felt a bit confused and attacked. Maybe clarify that you want us to be careful, just like you did to me and I'm sure it'll clear everything up.