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You said to not get hung up on the "sorry"s, but I do have a few of them, so I'll put them here. If they tire you (and I'm sure they do), just skip this part. I just wanted to put it down.I'm sorry I hurt you, obviously. But I'm sorry I was defensive, too. I'm sorry I even asked why it hurt, because it was so fxcking obvious, and that was a stupid question. I'm sorry for even telling you that you sounded heavy, because I should have known right after I said it that it was stupid. You know I never mean to hurt you, but I've been annoying enough to make you frustrated with me twice now, and I swear I'll do everything possible to make sure I don't make you frustrated or hurt anymore. I think it's more or less inevitable that I'm stupid occasionally, though. But I always try to be as perfect as possible for you. I've never said that to anyone. I've never tried to be perfect for anyone, and I've never told anyone I'd change for them. My attitude is usually "I'll never change for you." But for you, I'll change anything you tell me to. I'll do anything you tell me to do.
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Midori Wada: YO!Midori Wada: HI!
Midori Wada: sup?
Nick Merrill: not so much
Nick Merrill: adam's coming over in like an hout
Nick Merrill: hour*
Midori Wada: cool cool
Nick Merrill: yes
Nick Merrill: how's tokya
Nick Merrill: ...
Nick Merrill: tokyo*
Midori Wada: good one
Midori Wada: lol
SO cute.
It's funny when I look back at old convos with people because my sense of humor was always different. With you I'm not sure I liked how my sense of humor was. It's always nice, I guess, to like yourself better now. In my case it's more or less a given because I have you in my life, but I distinctly remember looking back at convos during the time after Sarah broke up with me and thinking how I liked myself better before, if only a little. But no, I can honestly say I'm much better than I was before, no matter how stressed I am about finals. Because we love each other.
Forever.
Nick Merrill: i'm about to finish half life 2:It was the coolest. For real.
Nick Merrill: :D
Midori Wada: nice"
Midori Wada: *!
Midori Wada: tell me when you finish.
Nick Merrill: k
Nick Merrill: done
Nick Merrill: oh man
Midori Wada: nice!
Nick Merrill: that was the coolest ending of a game EVER.
It's funny when I look back at old convos with people because my sense of humor was always different. With you I'm not sure I liked how my sense of humor was. It's always nice, I guess, to like yourself better now. In my case it's more or less a given because I have you in my life, but I distinctly remember looking back at convos during the time after Sarah broke up with me and thinking how I liked myself better before, if only a little. But no, I can honestly say I'm much better than I was before, no matter how stressed I am about finals. Because we love each other.
Forever.
